Guitarist and drummers are always hot.
But my house guitarist is one ugly fart.
I still heart him for being ugly. (That is because he teaches me guitar and French.)
Friday, January 01, 2010
music
Guitarist and drummers are always hot.
But my house guitarist is one ugly fart.
I still heart him for being ugly. (That is because he teaches me guitar and French.)
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
The world behind Ems wall.
I need a solution to my chaos. It is confusing and frustrating.
“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary." - Steve Jobs
“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary." - Steve Jobs
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Three months and still thinking...
After meeting up with my ex-mentor. I still have no idea where to start, I have no idea where to go.
Now it is worst.
Image from somewhere.
Now it is worst.
Image from somewhere.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Life is just a bowl of cherries
Life is different without him. A lot have changed in the last few years. I still don't get it. Why did they let you go.
"I'll never understand why he got to die and we get to live. There is no reason for it I guess. Death is just death.Nobody understands it... One day I'm sure I'll going to see him again but till then...", My Sister's Keeper.
"I'll never understand why he got to die and we get to live. There is no reason for it I guess. Death is just death.Nobody understands it... One day I'm sure I'll going to see him again but till then...", My Sister's Keeper.
Click on to Days With My Father, it is a touching tribute done by Phillip Toledano. He is a photographer and loving son who was born in London, currently living in New York City,
....Don't take it serious; it's too mysterious. Live and laugh at it all.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
When there's nothing left to burn this Christmas season, it is time to set myself on fire.
This Christmas season, my little world is burning down. Endless hell storms all around me and it is getting worst. I’m sinking like the stone you throw, lost in the deep blue ocean. I am clueless where to go from here.
It is impossible to describe how it is like when it is time to make a decision, a decision that brings you to the next step in life. Your heart starts to beat like a beating drum, your mind freezes and your body is numb. I am responsible for the decisions I make. I am liable for whether or not that I survive the future or fade away. I have no clue why I should be in this industry, but I definitely can list down hundreds of reasons why I should quit. They are all hardcore; they make it challenging on purpose. Then comes a moment when it’s more than just a job. I then have to choose if I should take that step forward or turn around and walk away. I love the playing of this battlefield. I am the bones you couldn’t break. I enjoy the high, the rush, the thrill of everything. But hold on, there is a problem. This is not what I want to do.
“They say the bigger your investment, the bigger your return. But you have to be willing to take a chance. You have to understand, you might lose it all. But if you take that chance, if you invest wisely the pay off might just surprise you.”
All I want to do know is to close my eyes and take a deep breath. Breathe. I want to be in a life filled with laughter and lovely surprises. I want time to bring me back where the best moment of my life. I want a joyful Christmas holiday. Once in a while I want Christmas gifts to come in really surprising packages. I also want you, time, to take me there and back again. Take me back to where we left off; replace the lines that I spoke to you. I want to hear your voice and hold on to what we believe.
Maybe going through all of this is what keeps us moving forward. We learn, we stand up and move on. Perhaps that’s the point, it pushes us to be strong. Eric Applebaum, the Hat Collector once said, “All stories, even the ones we love, must eventually come to an end and when they do, it's only an opportunity for another story to begin. Anything can happen. We must face tomorrow, whatever it may hold, with determination, joy and bravery.”
Because I am Emily Ho. This is Malaysia. And I will do what needs to be done. You can kiss my hard-core ass.
Today, I have to agree. It is good to be tiny innocent humans who believe in magic. They hope, they cross their fingers, and they make wishes. And most importantly they believe.
It is impossible to describe how it is like when it is time to make a decision, a decision that brings you to the next step in life. Your heart starts to beat like a beating drum, your mind freezes and your body is numb. I am responsible for the decisions I make. I am liable for whether or not that I survive the future or fade away. I have no clue why I should be in this industry, but I definitely can list down hundreds of reasons why I should quit. They are all hardcore; they make it challenging on purpose. Then comes a moment when it’s more than just a job. I then have to choose if I should take that step forward or turn around and walk away. I love the playing of this battlefield. I am the bones you couldn’t break. I enjoy the high, the rush, the thrill of everything. But hold on, there is a problem. This is not what I want to do.
“They say the bigger your investment, the bigger your return. But you have to be willing to take a chance. You have to understand, you might lose it all. But if you take that chance, if you invest wisely the pay off might just surprise you.”
All I want to do know is to close my eyes and take a deep breath. Breathe. I want to be in a life filled with laughter and lovely surprises. I want time to bring me back where the best moment of my life. I want a joyful Christmas holiday. Once in a while I want Christmas gifts to come in really surprising packages. I also want you, time, to take me there and back again. Take me back to where we left off; replace the lines that I spoke to you. I want to hear your voice and hold on to what we believe.
Maybe going through all of this is what keeps us moving forward. We learn, we stand up and move on. Perhaps that’s the point, it pushes us to be strong. Eric Applebaum, the Hat Collector once said, “All stories, even the ones we love, must eventually come to an end and when they do, it's only an opportunity for another story to begin. Anything can happen. We must face tomorrow, whatever it may hold, with determination, joy and bravery.”
Because I am Emily Ho. This is Malaysia. And I will do what needs to be done. You can kiss my hard-core ass.
Today, I have to agree. It is good to be tiny innocent humans who believe in magic. They hope, they cross their fingers, and they make wishes. And most importantly they believe.
It's not over
My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over
I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over
I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
Il pleut, il mouille. Ma vie est vachement trop compliquée.
"Quand je veux me faire de vrais cadeaux, je m’offre des magazines anciens. J’aime tout. La mode, les photos, l’odeur du vieux papier, la folle créativité, l’absence de cynisme... Avec maladresse, avec sérieux et avec beaucoup de joie.
When I really want to get myself a special gift, I get myself old magazines. I love everything about them. The style, photos, the smell of old paper, the crazy creativity, the absence of cynicism... Oftentimes with clumsiness, always with seriousness and tons of joy." Publié par Garance Doré
I want this for a New Year. It is awesome!
It's already smelling a lot like Christmas.
All I want for Christmas is you, If only I can tell you this, "Vous idiot! Toutes ces fois, toutes ces années. Je vous ai aimés pour toujours. Je vous ai aimés chaque seconde de chaque jour."
Oh! and I want to be where concrete jungle where dreams are made of. 40°47′N 73°58'W
When I really want to get myself a special gift, I get myself old magazines. I love everything about them. The style, photos, the smell of old paper, the crazy creativity, the absence of cynicism... Oftentimes with clumsiness, always with seriousness and tons of joy." Publié par Garance Doré
I want this for a New Year. It is awesome!
It's already smelling a lot like Christmas.
All I want for Christmas is you, If only I can tell you this, "Vous idiot! Toutes ces fois, toutes ces années. Je vous ai aimés pour toujours. Je vous ai aimés chaque seconde de chaque jour."
Oh! and I want to be where concrete jungle where dreams are made of. 40°47′N 73°58'W
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Putain de merde!
2012. vous avez plein de merde!!
Seriously. What the hell. Okay, thumbs up for the effects but the story line is fuck. I’m not sure why they call it the end of the world/mankind when people actually survived. -___-" They should make it more cruel then maybe people will wake up and then decide to be captain planet.
I actually laughed in the cinema, while the girl next to me is shock in tears. I am heartless.
On the other hand, I can't wait for The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus and Alice in Wonderland. Absolutely brilliant and creative.
Seriously. What the hell. Okay, thumbs up for the effects but the story line is fuck. I’m not sure why they call it the end of the world/mankind when people actually survived. -___-" They should make it more cruel then maybe people will wake up and then decide to be captain planet.
I actually laughed in the cinema, while the girl next to me is shock in tears. I am heartless.
On the other hand, I can't wait for The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus and Alice in Wonderland. Absolutely brilliant and creative.
Monday, November 23, 2009
Where are you when I need you most.
When you're continuously hit by hell storms for the past 8 months, it accumulates inside of you and it will cause an ugly break down.
A major break down.
A major break down.
